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Sidewalk Coffee Blues

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I’m waiting for my macchiato in a sidewalk coffee shop, where chairs and tables are laid out on walkways and corridors. They’re inviting, offering the promise of rest after a long day trudging through the murky sea of faces. That’s probably why this shop is so popular.

My macchiato has arrived. It’s small, much smaller than what Starbucks has led me to expect. It’s a testament to what kind of coffee shop this is - a real coffee shop, untainted by consumer capitalism. There are three tiny leaves made of milk froth in my coffee; it’s a novel experience.

I take a sip and try my hardest not to grimace. I don’t know what I was expecting, but it’s bitter. It’s the kind of bitter that makes you wonder why anyone would choose to be so cruel. The kind of bitter that makes you wonder what had possessed you to pay $10 for a compact cup of abject bitterness, and if you’d known it was going to be this bitter you probably would have walked away. You still can. It’s not too late to walk away.

But the chair is comfortable, and so I swallow my regrets, sip my tiny macchiato, and I stay.
I'm wide awake now.



That was perhaps the most bitter cup of coffee I've ever had in my life. Obviously I've never had any gourmet coffee before, you can tell by my not knowing how tiny a macchiato is. I wrote four of these vignettes last weekend while out with the family, which just goes to show how random inspiration can be.

I suppose you could call this a metaphor for life - that point where you know it's making you hurt and you have to change, but it's too comfortable now and you just can't bring yourself to change where or what you are. It's about living with regrets and not walking away while you can. It's about having invested too much in something to the point where you can no longer abandon it, even though you know you should.

That's what I felt while forcing that tiny cup of macchiato down my throat. That shit literally made me feel ill.

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I fav'd.
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This made me smile.