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believe me.

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I am a terrible person. That much is true.
Despite that, would you believe me if I told you I love you?
Because I do.
Irrevocably so. Undeniably,
I love you with all my heart.

Even though I am like this; a liar,
thief, heartbreaker,
a wayward soul,
I still love you. For this
I cannot lie.

Even though I have brought you hardship
and brought you shame,
I am not one who can make you proud but
please
believe me
when I say I love you.

Even though this smile hides this sinking feeling in my stomach
that makes me feel faint and sickly
and scared,
unable to move for fear; even though
I smile as if nothing is wrong,
I do so because I love you.

Hey,
if it comes to it,
will you stay with me forever? Like you
promised you would?
Please stay with me.
I love you.

I am a terrible person,
but at least that much is true.

Please do.



I've been in a real bad mess lately (flunked first year of college, might have to be brought back home, sponsorship in peril of getting revoked, scum of society, etc.), so I'm somewhat stuck in a rut. I'll be able to participate in TwoThousandWords, but don't expect any of the usual fantasy Regius Noctis stuff from me in the nearest future. It'll take some time for me to clear my head, so do be patient with me.

Lately though, I've been thinking Tetsugaku Letra is a great manga to read during times of trial like these. It's very inspiring. Sahara Mizu is a wonderful person, to be able to come up with a story that can be related to so well. I hope I'll find that something that I want to do in life too, no matter how hard it would be.

Ah, her My Girl is also a very heartwarming read.

As I thought, Sahara-san really is a great person.



Writing soundtrack: Temptation by Eru (Temptation OST)
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SweetAgatheDream's avatar
That is so true in life that it even scares me in some way.